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| "God's message of hope transcended language." |
This blog is about music. The story you are about to read is about the influence of music on my life. It is about finding hope in the midst of suffering. It is about a gracious God who always provides for his people. I hope you enjoy it.
Once upon a time, I was on a coffee date. My friend invited me to come and sit with her and her friends at the baptism service that evening. So I went there hoping to see her, but instead, something very different happened.
I never saw her or her friends that night, but what I saw was a beautiful celebration of believers from many different countries coming together to declare their faith in Jesus. Some Arabic speaking believers from Iraq and Syria risked their lives and the safety of their families to boldly make this public declaration like the believers of old and those in so many countries around the world today. Each one of the believers saved out of Islam had had a vision or a dream of Jesus of some kind. As I watched this strangely beautiful display of church unity, I felt God's call to go to Iglesia del Pueblo, the Spanish speaking congregation of Wheaton Bible Church, the next morning, so I went.
The sermon was from James 2 on the sin of partiality. Hannibal Rodriguez, the Senior Pastor, concluded the message by challenging us to "find someone that's not like you, and do community with them." I looked around at the Mexicans, Colombians, Bolivians, Cubans and people from other countries in the chapel. I was surrounded by people not like myself. I knew God was continuing to speak to me. Hannibal's sermons were like nothing I'd ever heard before; solid theology, clear and articulate structure, depth of emotion I didn't find in English, and an incredibly witty sense of humor.
As I continued to attend, I was better able to understand the sermons more and more and to sing in Spanish. I attended Comienzos class, a class designed to help new people get to know the church, its history and its doctrine. I began to meet families. I exchanged bottles of hot sauce with a friend from Comienzos. Now that's friendship!
The more I attended Iglesia del Pueblo, the more I had this vision of increased unity between Wheaton Bible Church and Iglesia del Pueblo, despite the language barrier. So, like Peter, I jumped right in and started invited my friends from the Table, the young adult group at Wheaton Bible Church to Iglesia Del Pueblo. But just as Peter needed some molding and shaping of character from Jesus before he became the leader Jesus wanted him to be, I too needed the council and direction in order to make sure my passions were based in truth. So I began talking to Sergio Villanueva, the worship pastor and Pastor Rodriguez about what unity looked like in this context. They explained that culture and worship style also differentiated the two congregations, not only language, and that having a worship service in English, singing songs in Spanish at Wheaton Bible Church and other measures were already in place to promote unity.
I began learning to play the music Pastor Sergio had written. It had such theology in the lyrics and the music was creative yet singable. I began attending a small group, meeting more families, and trying different varieties of hot sauce, but things were getting difficult at work. I was losing sleep, and one particular Sunday, I was struggling to pay attention on 3 hours of sleep. I remember the refrain of one song, "Gloria a Dios, Gloria a Dios por siempre." I sang those words through the tears, happy to be in the house of God in a community of believers. The next day I lost my job.
It seems as though God led me to Iglesia del Pueblo at the right time. If there was ever a time when I needed that close, Latin American community, it was now. I had never experienced community like this; I had never done church like this. It could not have come at a better time. I leaned on God and on his church and gradually became less depressed. It was at that time that my dad challenged me to write a song.
I'd been writing music for a little over a year, but I had yet to write a worship song I was happy with until that day. My dad explained to me the meaning of Proverbs 3:5-6. Instead of "keep your paths straight," the original Hebrew says, "He will build your roads." As someone who had no idea what I wanted to do in life, this verse spoke volumes of encouragement to me. I strummed a few chords on the ukulele and in half an hour I had a song. I went to my old friend Google Translate and looked up the Spanish for "to build." Among the many verbs, I found "trazar" which means to build a road or a path. God's message of hope transcended language.
Later I was invited to help lead worship at the men's gathering. I played piano and the three of us s
ang in Spanish. It was a beautiful experience to worship the Lord together, and the message and group discussion were powerful and convicting. I saw men in that room who could become much more the conversation partners to practice my Spanish with. They were men of faith, men like my dad only they worshiped the Lord in a different language. I began praying about who the Lord was leading me to for a mentoring / accountability relationship.
I love many things about Iglesia del Pueblo. There is Valentina everywhere. People gather and talk before and after the service and do life together. Prayer is a responsive community effort. Clapping is always encouraged. I love the theology, the preaching, the language, the emotion, but what I most love about Iglesia del Pueblo is the community.